Man, I am so, so sorry to know about both your losses. I sincerely wish and know you will find the necessary strenght to carry on.

I recently had my father in the hospital in an emergency and I was scared shitless, but he is alright and out for now and I kind of value more things. I'm still 19 year-old guy and I'm glad life gave us a kick in the nuts to wake us up and change and make some new/better things.

Anyway, I guess it's a good idea to sim a lot to keep your mind off the bunch of things going around your head lately. That's a crazy add-on filled FSX you got there! I am kinda maniac on it and always keep what I'm using only. By the way, I'll soon PM you about some great addons you should have if not already.

Again my friend, I hope things will get better for you from now on.

I'll sim a MMMX-KMKC flight to visit you and have a smoke together  ;D

Hug, happy simming.